<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8" standalone="yes"?><rss version="2.0" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><channel><title>Dream on Liu Qiran</title><link>https://liuqiran.github.io/en/tags/dream/</link><description>Recent content in Dream on Liu Qiran</description><generator>Hugo -- 0.128.0</generator><language>en-US</language><lastBuildDate>Thu, 23 Jul 2026 00:00:00 +0000</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://liuqiran.github.io/en/tags/dream/index.xml" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><item><title>Apologize</title><link>https://liuqiran.github.io/en/posts/2026/2026-apologize/</link><pubDate>Wed, 22 Jul 2026 00:00:00 +0000</pubDate><guid>https://liuqiran.github.io/en/posts/2026/2026-apologize/</guid><description><![CDATA[<p><img src="https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Depression-2912424_1280.jpg" alt="Apologize"></p><p>Before I leave this land, I had a bad dream again:</p>
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<p>In this dream, I was sitting in a classroom of a military base. There is a teacher who is forcing me to learn Hebrew. I escaped away but I suddenly arrived in a school (maybe it&rsquo;s my high school)</p>
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<p>I met Y. He said that I was wearing his backpack. When I looked back, I realized that it was true.</p>
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<p>I woke up.</p>
<p>I don&rsquo;t need to bear this kind of heavy burden. Maybe Hebrew is the image of the life in the church, or it just means my burden of learning a new language. A lot of people said that learning a new language is really not practical nowdays in this age, just like the skill I had practiced for a long time.</p>
<p>I felt really sorrowful. I realized that I hurted a lot of people. Just like Y hurted me.</p>
<p>I wanted to apologize.</p>
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<ul>
<li>
<p>In this dream, I was sitting in a classroom of a military base. There is a teacher who is forcing me to learn Hebrew. I escaped away but I suddenly arrived in a school (maybe it&rsquo;s my high school)</p>
</li>
<li>
<p>I met Y. He said that I was wearing his backpack. When I looked back, I realized that it was true.</p>
</li>
</ul>
<p>I woke up.</p>
<p>I don&rsquo;t need to bear this kind of heavy burden. Maybe Hebrew is the image of the life in the church, or it just means my burden of learning a new language. A lot of people said that learning a new language is really not practical nowdays in this age, just like the skill I had practiced for a long time.</p>
<p>I felt really sorrowful. I realized that I hurted a lot of people. Just like Y hurted me.</p>
<p>I wanted to apologize.</p>
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      <span>© <a href="https://liuqiran.github.io/" rel="author noopener noreferrer">Qiran</a></span>
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